Ahh, internet at home means less crazy people over my shoulder at cafes and my mother can surf the news as much as she wants. Victory. I can catch up on this season before essandem kills me or work does. Seriously, I'm so disoriented by everything that I thought yesterday was last Monday. It may be my tradeoff for a consistent sleep/wake cycle ( Read more... )

OKAY SO TO WHOEVER IS UP THERE

I KNOW THAT RAINING IS IMPORTANT AND I DO LIKE WATER FOR DRINKING AND SHOWERS AND STUFF

BUT. NO CAUSING POWER OUTAGES IN THE MIDDLE OF MY ROOT CANALS

SERIOUSLY

I MEAN IT

whatthefuckinghell

I keep seeing the question. "Why do you tell your coming out story?" "Why would you work for them?" "What use is it to tell your coming out story?" I get this a lot. From friends, from family, from strangers. Like, say, about once a week or more.

Why? Because I keep getting told afterwards, "I have learned something from you I have never learned ( Read more... )

[12:49] [daemonitellama] A-also that was creepy
[12:49] [daemonitellama] the wind started blowing
[12:49] [daemonitellama] right as a earthquake happened
[12:49] [daemonitellama] just now
[12:49] [daemonitellama] tiny one
[12:49] [tineau] D:
[12:49] [daemonitellama] but still
[12:49] [daemonitellama] o0
[12:52] [yzak] o.o
[12:52] [yzak] omg wut
[12:53] [daemonitellama] yeah
[12:53] [daemonitellama] also exact same moment the water started boiling
[12:53] [daemonitellama] wtf
[12:55] [yzak :: never ( Read more... )

( Art, life, belief, work. Whatever. I'm dedicating too much energy to hate. It's kind of draining and contradictory in the long run and making living harder. )

Anyway. I actually have a lot of art ideas right now. And since I actually have a (sketchy) WIP, I might as well post it and my notes so I don't forget them.

( xenosaga: family values; spoilers through the third game )

Two things that suck: coughing for 5+ hours straight and being so twitchy that you have to use tetris to get ready for bed. 4 am has its own charms though. You get to think up such wonderful thoughts such as , "The probable cause of failure in homosexual relationships stems from a lack of basic safety met by the family of the individual." Which ( Read more... )

...is it the moon phase? Growing idiocy/idiosyncratic behavior? Whatever. Bedtime before I tell someone off ( Read more... )

I was walking through the car repair place on Fairmont, when I had this tremendous feeling of deja-vu. Like something violent was about to happen. I kept walking. After I got back from the store, my mom asked me if I had heard gunshots, real ones, not like cap guns or firecrackers ( Read more... )

Which is to say, like a cow, chewing the cud of thoughts. It's a biological classifications thing.

So, when I got home yesterday, my mom informed me that the apartment is getting painted. Traning was canceled today and I didn't feel like doing any-thing after last night babysitting Xu and to a much lesser extent Ed and drinking good things, I sat ( Read more... )

( three gripes about life in the vauge precision that usualy is used to be falsely anonmous: in this case, names are not provided because I could proly put multiple names in each slot, as it were. )